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Feb. 22nd, 2005 @ 03:43 pm (no subject)
Mood: contemplative
So, my home is empty once again, save for myself and the house elves. I'd be lying if I said this was the most agreeable situation as I've lamented before that I grow bored so quickly of having no company, no one to share the Zabini wine cellar with, no one to simply chat to.

It was nice to catch up with Adrian, I feel I should invite him over again. We still have much to go over.

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And I owe him thanks. God, do I owe him that. He's freed me again, let me taste all the things I've denied myself so desperately for the last few years. And now all I can wonder is why I waited so long to return to old ways, how I convinced myself such things were inappropriate.

No longer.

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Zabini.
Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 02:45 pm (no subject)
Mood: bored
I find myself spending more and more time alone in my home these days. Drawing into myself, shying away from the cold of winter. It is not helped by the fact I spend my time walking around in a daze, caught somewhere between dreaming and waking.

Still, as unlikely as it seems, I grow tired of my own company. I long for conversation, human contact and more. Certain people who owed me these dues have seemingly fallen off the face of the planet. And so, I find myself once again turning to this wretched device to seek out old friends who've been hiding away as much as I have.

Climb out of the woodwork, won't you?
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Zabini.
Nov. 29th, 2004 @ 07:54 pm (no subject)
Mood: predatory
[Private]

And so, it all falls into place.

Draco is mine. Well, mine to know, once again, in the Biblical sense of the word. I admit there have been times in the past when I thought there might be something more between us but, if he wants to waste himself on some skinny little runt, that's his choice. And his loss. Still, this arrangement provides me with what I wanted the most so, I'm loathe to complain.

Mrs Malfoy... Well, I cannot deny that she has always held a certain place in my heart and, less innocently, my schoolboy fantasies. No, I am not ashamed to say that I wouldn't turf her out of bed. And now, she can see me as the generous, giving, lifelong friend of her son and have no idea what her little boy has to do to earn this generosity I show her. Yes, it all works out rather nicely.

And still, there are others I keep my eyes on; I'm always on the lookout for some fun.

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Some things never change, do they?
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Zabini.
Nov. 21st, 2004 @ 01:10 pm (no subject)
Mood: nostalgic
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Oh, how easy it is to draw someone back in. And to be drawn back in oneself.

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Well, a short galavant down Memory Lane never did anyone any harm. Right, Mr. Malfoy?
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Zabini.
Nov. 10th, 2004 @ 03:45 pm (no subject)
Mood: isolated
You know, I find it nearly unbelievable that I can be in this minute little town for this long and barely make contact with anyone. What are you, scared? I swear, most of you must never even leave the safety of your homes.

I propose a meet-up of sorts. If it will encourage you cheap bastards, I shall provide funds for drinks, etc. Come now, I didn't come back to this place to be a recluse.
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Zabini.
Oct. 13th, 2004 @ 03:17 pm Private to Slytherins
Mood: thoughtful
So, a meeting for Slytherins, eh? Well, we all always thought we had the power to rule the world, didn't we? I could almost script what these discussions shall be like.

It will, in any event, be nice to catch up with a few old friends. Is Malfoy going to be attending? After all, it is his own mother's arrangement.
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Zabini.
Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 01:47 pm (no subject)
Mood: curious
Who would've thought familiarity could feel so incredibly strange?

Thus, I find myself in Hogsmeade; a place where I wish I could say I'd spent many afternoons galavanting with friends, having unhealthy amounts of fun and eating myself stupid on Honeyduke's treats but... Life isn't that saccharine-sweet, is it?

I find myself wondering if I'll spy any familiar faces as I wander these streets. Well?
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Zabini.